Gemma practiced heroic
mortification. As to her sense of taste, nothing could induce her
to gratify it. No one knew which foods she liked. The Giannini family
would have to press her to partake of what was on the family table;
otherwise she would deprive herself of what was even absolutely
necessary. To hide her mortification she used many tactics such
as feigning to take food while her hands moved but nothing entered
her mouth. She went so far as to carry into effect the thought of
making a small hole in her spoon, so that broth might leak through
before she brought it to her lips. Gemma did this because she well
knew the saying that if you do not control your passions, they will
control you.
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